god is the solution

suck

2007-07-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

well this is like the first post in dont know how long. ok maybe its not that long but still alot of thing happened within this period of time. i realised that the frens i have now , can i still call them frens or is there another word for them ? i dont know ...i feel like im from a totally different world. no one really understands me but me . whenever i mix with "frens" i feel left out or weird . maybe im just anti-social . i dont know or maybe im just emo , maybe i dont get along with them i dont know but the fact is that i really want us to remain as frens . ?

I think im distancing myself from everyone else as the days goes by , im even running away from god. but i really sat down and just thought about everything , abt my whole life. and i came to realise something , i have a great fren his name is jesus . and i pray lord that you will help me grow , get to know u btr and just bless me to bring honour to u .

and from now on im going to devote myself to god's word and i know that with that i wont be such an anti-social guy anymore and i really hope that i will find the right girl soon .

.AMEN.

2007-06-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

yello ! im back . haha stupid esther say my blog is dead . . . haiseh not dead pls . . just inactive if my blog is dead means im dead so yeah u cursing me isit ! hah anyway this few days i havent been blogging as i was busy getting to know christ btr and also my frens . today just had North Zone outing and yeah it was kinda fun not entirely but still fun as my frens were arnd . ANYWAY im gna slp now im starting to stone .

cHErioos !?

few days of fuckedupness

2007-06-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

well the past few days were quite screwy.

on friday was planetshakers concert . woked up went to meet sebastian stoned for awhile at macs wanted to wait for jon seow but then he could not wake up .. that neh neh . anyway we then went to clementi to play lan and arcade . haha super bimbo once again . . then we went to macs and met esther and charmaine and (tricia ? ) . hah cant really rmbr . then went to clementi mrt to meet west people which sebast insisted i shld do . i felt super extra pls rah! so i decided to emo again went to the front of the train and sat there . then later esther ask me to come to the end of the train . and i saw them ! (not esther they all ) but them ! omg totally spoilt my day pls . . . so i felt even more emo then . . .after we reached expo the whole place was super hot pls . . u can just die there thank god for 7 eleven hah we spent most of out time there buying drinks and chilling out there . . then after that i went to queue with darrel , issac and the rest lah . waited super long and managed to get the front seats . boy was the concert good . well i didnt really like planetshakers but its alrite . hah pastor prince preaching was super uber good and i grasped his points . then after the whole thing esther and us wanted to eat supper . but didnt in the end coz decided too late and transport was the limiting factor .haha so i went back home and conferenced with esther and tricia . i found out some interesting facts abt this DARE ministry . and i emo again .... so i went to slp .

saturday .

woke up early rushed down to toa payoh to play a match against Nanyang Poly . won 15 - 6 abd i scored one ! hah not bad that i didnt warm up . then after that met esther tricia and gerard for lunch at mos burger . i had stomachache and yeah ran arnd hdb hub to find a toilet . then after eatin lunch went to dare . sry ar during lunch i was emo ... haha then went to dare everything seemed stupid then it struck to me suddenly god loves me . and so i started to open up again . and after that the service seemed to be btr . after the service they had this chill out area thing. it was pretty nice . then had a talk with coach lily and coach pat and katie . opened up my eyes to things . thank god for that . thenafter that went for some stupid challet thing that totally wasted my time but since my mom is there i have to go .. then i finally went home and got some slp some welldeserved slp .

cheerios :(

"THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES"

2007-06-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

I'm gonna make it bend and break (it sent you to me without wings)

Say a prayer, but let the good times roll

In case God doesn't show (let the good times roll, let the good times roll)

And I want these words to make things right

But it's the wrongs that makes the words come to life

Who does he think he is?

If that's the worst you've got, better put your fingers back to the keys

refrain:

One night and one more time

Thanks for the memories

Even though they weren't so great

He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah and one more time

Thanks for the memories

See He, tastes like you only sweeter

Ohhh

Been looking forward to the future

But my eyesight is going bad

And this crystal ball

Is always cloudy except for (except for)

When you look into the past (look into the past)

One night stand. (One night stand, Oh!)

refrain

One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories

Thanks for the memories

See he tastes like you only sweeter

ohhh
(They say) I only think in the form of crunching numbers

In hotel rooms, collecting page-six lovers

Get me out of my mind

Get you out of those clothes

I'm a liner away

From getting you into the mood (wa-ooohhh)

refrain

One night yeah one more time

Thanks for the memories

See, He tastes like you only sweeter
One night and one more time (one more night, one more time)

Thanks for the memories

Even though they weren't so great (even though they weren't so great)

He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah one more time (one more night, one more time)

Thanks for the memories (for the memories)

See he tastes like you only sweeter

FOB

"LOVE HURTS "

2007-06-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

"Love Hurts"

Tonight we drink to youth

And holding fast to truth

(I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.)

My heart still has a beat

But love is now a feat.

(As common as a cold day in LA.)

Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under

Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts...

But sometimes it's a good hurt

And it feels like I'm alive.

Love sings,

When it transcends the bad things.

Have a heart and try me,

'cause without love I won't survive.

I'm fettered and abused,

I stand naked and accused

(Should I surface this one man submarine?)

I only want the truth

So tonight we drink to youth!

(I'll never lose what I had as a boy.)

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under

Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts...

But sometimes it's a good hurt

And it feels like I'm alive.

Love sings,

When it transcends the bad things.

Have a heart and try me,

'cause without love I won't survive.

! Incubus !

Swee Bo

today marks a new beginning

2007-06-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

today marks a new beginning . .

hmms today went out with irshah played lan , pool and something stupid bimbo arcade game . Anyway i was supose to meet esther at 12pm for lunch ended up waiting till like 12.45? aha but charmaine was there so yeah , wasnt that boring afterall . ha we then went to lido makan abit and watched fantastic 4 . it was a pretty good show but not really worth the money . hah after that me and mutt(irshah) went for our match at toa payoh. we were playing SAFSA (singapore armed forces duno what else) yeap they were huge and like a few years older than us . hah as expected we lost (obviously) , half my team was sec 2 and yeah that kinda sucks . hah the final score was 19 - 6 i scored two ! hhaha sex ! and i didnt even train and my stamina is still there can swim up and down up and down up and down . :D

DAY one of a new beginning.

SO. . i hope that with my new friends Issac , Darrel , Zenda , Esther , Charmaine and Tricia (specially requested by her hahaha) , ill be able to start anew and live a life that honours god : ) yeap thats all for today i guess

cheerios :D

depressed shit

2007-06-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

hmms i am feeling depressed all of a sudden . i know why i am and i cant do anything about it . oh well blame me for being sucha emo person but yeah. i keep on thinking abt her , its like im super scared she wont accept me , i really feel that shes the one for me. the look in her eyes when she looks at me , boy its super mesmerising and her voice just captivates me . i have never met such a girl before and i dont wana lose her . rah! what shld i do . omg im becoming such a neh neh . haiseh what shld i do .....?

What a day.

2007-06-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

today i went out. yes i went out. yeah lor i went out. yes i did.

ok im so stone now.. so tired . .

okok here goes - i went out today with zenda went to macs to watch norbit . Rasputia reminds me of someones mom and only zenda knows who . haha coke was spilt all over me , stupid drink was overfilled and my beer chang shirt is stained . . . when we almost finished the movie my laptop ran out of battery like wth ... so we decided to make our way to some place that serves nice coffee but in the end we ended wandering arnd and ended up drinking milo dinosaur and eating some sea peach thing which i seriously thought was disgusting and who in the right mind (except zenda) would eat such a thing . Anyway after that stupid sea peach incident we went to lot1 to shop , i bought some things for my hamsters . haha ok im not gay ... i just love pets so yeah and after that i went home . : ) now im gna slp so shhhhhh . . . .

oh and i was talking to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ the whole morning

: ) it really made my day ! : ) not.

2007-06-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

zendas an ass ! she said i wont blog anymore but here i am proving her wrong !

hahah

u suck !

i rock !

thats a fact we all know !

lalalalala

hah joking lah

dun be petty

we rock ! :)

ohyah so does esther !

haha

and every1 at dare ! except ter_ _ _ _ _

Brandon arrives ! :)

2007-06-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

oh hi brandon is in the house man ! haha thanks goes to esther who created this well .....
beautiful blog? hahaha thank u ! i dont have much to blog now except praise god for he is good !

cheerios ! :D

2007-06-12T04:12:00.001-07:00

CREDITS TO ESTHER!