well this is like the first post in dont know how long. ok maybe its not that long but still alot of thing happened within this period of time. i realised that the frens i have now , can i still call them frens or is there another word for them ? i dont know ...i feel like im from a totally different world. no one really understands me but me . whenever i mix with "frens" i feel left out or weird . maybe im just anti-social . i dont know or maybe im just emo , maybe i dont get along with them i dont know but the fact is that i really want us to remain as frens . ?
I think im distancing myself from everyone else as the days goes by , im even running away from god. but i really sat down and just thought about everything , abt my whole life. and i came to realise something , i have a great fren his name is jesus . and i pray lord that you will help me grow , get to know u btr and just bless me to bring honour to u .
and from now on im going to devote myself to god's word and i know that with that i wont be such an anti-social guy anymore and i really hope that i will find the right girl soon .
.AMEN.
