well this is like the first post in dont know how long. ok maybe its not that long but still alot of thing happened within this period of time. i realised that the frens i have now , can i still call them frens or is there another word for them ? i dont know ...i feel like im from a totally different world. no one really understands me but me . whenever i mix with "frens" i feel left out or weird . maybe im just anti-social . i dont know or maybe im just emo , maybe i dont get along with them i dont know but the fact is that i really want us to remain as frens . ?

I think im distancing myself from everyone else as the days goes by , im even running away from god. but i really sat down and just thought about everything , abt my whole life. and i came to realise something , i have a great fren his name is jesus . and i pray lord that you will help me grow , get to know u btr and just bless me to bring honour to u .

and from now on im going to devote myself to god's word and i know that with that i wont be such an anti-social guy anymore and i really hope that i will find the right girl soon .

.AMEN.

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10:53 PM;

yello ! im back . haha stupid esther say my blog is dead . . . haiseh not dead pls . . just inactive if my blog is dead means im dead so yeah u cursing me isit ! hah anyway this few days i havent been blogging as i was busy getting to know christ btr and also my frens . today just had North Zone outing and yeah it was kinda fun not entirely but still fun as my frens were arnd . ANYWAY im gna slp now im starting to stone .

cHErioos !?

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8:32 AM;

well the past few days were quite screwy.

on friday was planetshakers concert . woked up went to meet sebastian stoned for awhile at macs wanted to wait for jon seow but then he could not wake up .. that neh neh . anyway we then went to clementi to play lan and arcade . haha super bimbo once again . . then we went to macs and met esther and charmaine and (tricia ? ) . hah cant really rmbr . then went to clementi mrt to meet west people which sebast insisted i shld do . i felt super extra pls rah! so i decided to emo again went to the front of the train and sat there . then later esther ask me to come to the end of the train . and i saw them ! (not esther they all ) but them ! omg totally spoilt my day pls . . . so i felt even more emo then . . .after we reached expo the whole place was super hot pls . . u can just die there thank god for 7 eleven hah we spent most of out time there buying drinks and chilling out there . . then after that i went to queue with darrel , issac and the rest lah . waited super long and managed to get the front seats . boy was the concert good . well i didnt really like planetshakers but its alrite . hah pastor prince preaching was super uber good and i grasped his points . then after the whole thing esther and us wanted to eat supper . but didnt in the end coz decided too late and transport was the limiting factor .haha so i went back home and conferenced with esther and tricia . i found out some interesting facts abt this DARE ministry . and i emo again .... so i went to slp .

saturday .

woke up early rushed down to toa payoh to play a match against Nanyang Poly . won 15 - 6 abd i scored one ! hah not bad that i didnt warm up . then after that met esther tricia and gerard for lunch at mos burger . i had stomachache and yeah ran arnd hdb hub to find a toilet . then after eatin lunch went to dare . sry ar during lunch i was emo ... haha then went to dare everything seemed stupid then it struck to me suddenly god loves me . and so i started to open up again . and after that the service seemed to be btr . after the service they had this chill out area thing. it was pretty nice . then had a talk with coach lily and coach pat and katie . opened up my eyes to things . thank god for that . thenafter that went for some stupid challet thing that totally wasted my time but since my mom is there i have to go .. then i finally went home and got some slp some welldeserved slp .

cheerios :(

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5:39 AM;

today marks a new beginning . .

hmms today went out with irshah played lan , pool and something stupid bimbo arcade game . Anyway i was supose to meet esther at 12pm for lunch ended up waiting till like 12.45? aha but charmaine was there so yeah , wasnt that boring afterall . ha we then went to lido makan abit and watched fantastic 4 . it was a pretty good show but not really worth the money . hah after that me and mutt(irshah) went for our match at toa payoh. we were playing SAFSA (singapore armed forces duno what else) yeap they were huge and like a few years older than us . hah as expected we lost (obviously) , half my team was sec 2 and yeah that kinda sucks . hah the final score was 19 - 6 i scored two ! hhaha sex ! and i didnt even train and my stamina is still there can swim up and down up and down up and down . :D


DAY one of a new beginning.


SO. . i hope that with my new friends Issac , Darrel , Zenda , Esther , Charmaine and Tricia (specially requested by her hahaha) , ill be able to start anew and live a life that honours god : ) yeap thats all for today i guess

cheerios :D

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4:50 AM;

hmms i am feeling depressed all of a sudden . i know why i am and i cant do anything about it . oh well blame me for being sucha emo person but yeah. i keep on thinking abt her , its like im super scared she wont accept me , i really feel that shes the one for me. the look in her eyes when she looks at me , boy its super mesmerising and her voice just captivates me . i have never met such a girl before and i dont wana lose her . rah! what shld i do . omg im becoming such a neh neh . haiseh what shld i do .....?

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